Thats the cause of my clumsy behavior

[Dawood Ahmad]

Why my poems are full of flaws, my posts awkward, my forum skills are bad (like my social skills irl)
Why I am too aggressivee, I sound like a foolish troll, I show inappropriate behavior for my age (turning 17)
Why I usually make no sense, I offend respectable mates like Red Hill

Why behavior is eccentric, and why I look egocentric?

Well, I have been diagnosed with asperger syndrome

A mental condition which makes someone badly coordinated, socially awkward, idiot, clumsy, and nonsense.

But, preoccupied with a few interests, talking a lot about them..... etc.

I was diagnosed 6 months ago, and I was told that there is no cure for this syndrome. I have to live with it.

I tried my best to find something to be done, and I got our of it just a month ago. Why am I saying this?
Because, I wanted everyone to know that I actually never was that bad.. or neither ever had any bad intentions... I just did all that bad stuff here (like telling the mods to ban me) because of my Asperger. I hope you understand

 

[Daemon]

Well that makes a whole lot of us complete dicks doesn't it...

Keep doing what you do Dawood. Don't think you've offended anyone, although I take offence to the fact that you think Red Hill is respectable.

 

[dontcloseyoureyes]

Be yourself my dude.

 

[harsh.ag]

Keep posting

And keep writing!

 

[Lillian Thomson]

Every dick on the planet is claiming they're on the autistic spectrum. It's possible just to be a nob without a syndrome. (Hello)

 

[OverratedSanity]

Tbf your posting isn't even that much more eccentric or aggressive than most posters here.

Write more poems, I'm hyped for them.

 

[Dawood Ahmad]

Every dick on the planet is claiming they're on the autistic spectrum. It's possible just to be a nob without a syndrome. (Hello)

For many reasons, I was actually on the spectrum.

1. I was diagnosed by 3 specialists.
2. The severity of my symptoms was way more than the normal introvert personality type. Althought I am an INTJ also.
3. When I started taking GFCF diet, Autism cured. This confirms that I was really autistic :P
4. Certain sleep issues like dspd and insomnia add to the fact.

And thanks to everyone for your support . Now I have grown out of that disorder, so I am normal now!
and now my next poems will be like those from other poets!

TBH I couldnt stop laughing when I went through all my old threads

 

[harsh.ag]

Cured by a diet? Okay...

 

[Dawood Ahmad]

Cured by a diet? Okay...

Aspies have poor bowel movements and gluten intolerance. The undigested gluten molecules change the wiring of brain, which makes the person like that

 

[Howe_zat]

Dawood, if you're sincere, avoid using your diagnosis to make excuses for yourself. It's more likely to lead to ill feeling towards you and, most harmfully, towards others with the condition. If you've been honest with me in the past you've been studying to quite an advanced level so I'm sure whichever degree of ASD you have, it isn't significant enough to cause learning difficulties. So I'd suggest that while it probably affects your interactions significantly in life it has almost no bearing at all in the much slower, easier to navigate world of internet messageboards.

Your 'clumsy behaviour' as you put it is almost entirely due to being so young when you signed up (which you acknowledged, quite memorably) and anything else can be explained by you learning English at the same time. We have several distinguished Australian posters who have in the past struggled with these issues.

What you've said here suggests to me at least that you have a lot to learn about the condition, which is absolutely to be expected. I would focus that onto understanding how you interact with people and what you can do to make yourself comfortable. Other people will be fine. Mostly, though, you have to do the same growing up as everyone else.

Aspies have poor bowel movements and gluten intolerance. The undigested gluten molecules change the wiring of brain, which makes the person like that

This isn't true, at all.

 

[Dawood Ahmad]

Well, Nikola Tesla, Einstein, Newton and bill gates are speculated to be on the spectrum. That is from phsycology specialists. They all were genius, intelligent, and what not. Autism did not cause them any learning difficulty. Why?
Because Higher functionism autism is not a learning disability, neither its classified that way in the dsm.

Also, Idk why you say "That isn't true at all." Might be, because convntional medicine did not take on that? Well, none of my doctors told me to change my diet. I say that out of my experience, because there is a theory which speaks of gluten intolerance by Aspies, and I have become 100% ok by GFCF diet. Maybe some doctors will believe me,
some will not until this is actually researched like 1k times. This kind of autism is newly discovered and needs a lot of research.

However, if you google, there are dozens of articles which speak of how gluten free, dairy free and sugar free diets can help aspergers. How is that possible then? And I am a witness here. I might not be qualified enough to discuss that, but, I think to myself that how is it possible that all my difficulties and preoccupations were solved, and I got much more social skills by dietary changes?

 

[Dawood Ahmad]

btw, here is how I learnt english:
When I was in grade 4, 8 years old, I felt that my mates are fluent in english. I went home and wanted to learn it. I tried my best. From the next day, vacations were announced, and I started self-studying English. I became preoccupied with it (because as an apie, I had one interest only, but preoccupation with that). I picked grade 9, 10 english grammar book and started studying tenses, active-passive etc. I tried to.memorize the dictionary (lol), and I got my cousin's BA english grammar. I forgot about everything else in the world, and when I went back to school after 3 months, I realized that I am far better than my peers in english. Soon, I dropped english and picked an obsession with cars. So, all the english that know now, and which I knew when I signed up, comes from then.

This example shows how my brain was wired so different, and how it affects my life, even on social media

 

[Pratters]

My suggestion is to not take internet forums too seriously. They can be too harsh at times. Also keep writing and reading. I am sure you will keep improving. Enjoy.

 

[Gnske]

I like Asparagus too man

 

[Dawood Ahmad]

I like Asparagus too man

Thanks. You cool!

 

[fredfertang]

I like Asparagus too man

English Asparagus is the best, and we're just coming to the end of the season - must pick some up on my way home this evening

 

[cpr]

If Dawood's posts are an example of the standard that a young person with Aspergers writing in a foreign language will do, then it just goes to highlight how ****ing dire most of Richards were in his native tongue.



As others have said, keep up the posting, we enjoy it. Don't worry about the ribbing, most of it is in jest. As Howe pointed out, it'll also help the English too.

 

[cpr]

Also, kudos to the ad software we have giving the most apt phrase for a cricket forum ever

 

[Howe_zat]

What happens if you click the "Cause Autism" button, I wonder

 

[Shri]

English Asparagus is the best, and we're just coming to the end of the season - must pick some up on my way home this evening

How good can it be? Its ****ing asparagus.