I've decided to leave. I just feel as though my presence is no longer wanted here, so I feel as though the best thing for me to do is to leave. I just want you all to know this - Although you may all think that I am a ''dumb blonde'', I'm not. I act blonde sometimes because it makes people laugh. I CAN laugh at myself and if it makes other people laugh too, then awesome! This place means so much to me. I've been here nearly three years and it's been three years that I've really enjoyed, until now. When I first joined I could have a laugh with everyone.. But now that seems to have changed. I will always be thankful for the people whom I've met here. There have been good times and bad, but there have been more good times. I wanna thank everyone who I have come to know over the passed three years. Richard, Manju, Simon, Reuben, Jack, Tom, Steds, Ken Obi.. you guys are awesome! And to everyone who I feel as though Ive upset in some way - I'm sorry. To James - Thank you for making such an amazing site! I hope this place stays open for a very long time. I will pop by in the future. Just typing this is so hard. I never ever thought I'd be making a thread like this, but here we are. Good luck everyone! I hope you all get what you wish for.